| Saint Antony was the first Christian to  live a life  of consecrated solitude.  As a hermit in  the desert he lived  a long and   saintly life that  influenced  countless people both in his time and for generations thereafter, even  to this  day.  His life had a tremendous impact on the history of early Christianity, which is  the basic history of all Christian churches all over the world.  The story of  his life was   written  by one  of  Christianity's  most renowned  leaders, Saint Athanasius  the Apostolic who  was his disciple  and  had a very  close relationship with him.  Saint Antony is generally considered to be the  father of the monastic family.  He was born about 251 A.D.  of  well-to-do parents in Coma  (Kemn-el-Arouse) in  the middle of Egypt.  When he was eighteen years of age his parents died, leaving him guardian of his  younger and only sister, Dious.  Six months later Antony entered the church to  hear the Gospel, in which our Lord speaks to the  rich young man, "If you would  be  perfect, go sell  all  you have, give to   the poor  and  come follow  me."  (Matthew 19:21)  He took this advice as a personal invitation addressed to  him by God.  He sold  about  300 acres of  fertile  land, gave most of the  money to the poor keeping  only a little for  his sister.  Then he  placed his sister in the  charge of  a  community  of virgins. He was  now free to devote  his life to asceticism under  the  guidance of  a holy man  living near Coma.  This was  the  custom of young  ascetics  to  stay  under  a master    in order  to  learn the   principles  of  spirituality, prayer and fasting.  After a while, Saint Antony left  on his own  for the western desert.  He took  shelter in an abandoned tomb carved  in the side of  a mountain.  A good friend  used to  bring him bread  and water from time to  time.  In his solitude he was  fighting off the temptations of the flesh and attacks of demons.  He was about thirty-five years old when he left his retreat to move to the east  bank of the Nile  to  the "Outer Mountain" at  Pispir (Vista) where he lived in  complete solitude.  After twenty years, his reputation attracted many followers  who settled near him, and wished  to copy his  holy life.  Saint Antony became  their  spiritual leader,  teaching them constantly  by word and by example  the  ascetic life. Five years later,  he again  retired into solitude  in the "Inner  Mountain" (Mount Qolozum).  As   Saint   Antony  lived in solitude,    he  was  tempted   by   boredom and  discouragement.  His soul  fell into  such  weariness and  confusion of thought  that he began saying, "Lord, I want to be saved but  these  bad thoughts do not  leave me alone; what shall I do? How can I be saved?"  After a little while, he began to walk in the open and saw someone as if it was  himself, sitting and working - making mats of palm leaves -  and then rising to  pray.  This was an angel sent by the Lord to teach Antony how  to live  in the  desert.   The angel repeated  what  he was  doing  several  times until Antony  understood that he had to combine manual work  and  prayer in order to overcome  boredom.  Living in solitude made Saint  Antony a  spiritual father beyond  all others. He escaped from cares of  the world but  not from the  love for his  brothers.  Thus   he was obliged  to   visit Alexandria during the  persecution  against the  Christians, engineered by Maximin Daja  in 316.  He spent his time  ministering to the  oppressed and afflicted  in prisons.  When  the persecution  ended, he returned to his cell to be a daily martyr of his conscience, fighting  always the battles of the faith.  Once again, he visited Alexandria to support Pope Athanasius against the heresy  of Arius in 352.  Pagans and Christians alike rushed out  to greet the holy old  man, but  he soon returned to the  desert, for he felt  like a  fish out of the  water.  Saint Antony founded no  monastery.  His  rule consisted simply of prayers and  manual work. He told his disciples that just as Christ was a carpenter and Paul  was a tent maker, they also had to keep their hands busy to escape temptations.  He  also assigned  a  uniform to  the monks. This  was  a  garb of white  linen  reaching below the knees. A wide thick belt of leather helped  the monk to keep  erect.  This pattern is seen today in many monastic orders  all over the world.  From every part of the world, people came to him, even to the innermost part of  the desert,  seeking cures of the  body, mind,  and  soul; and  as  they did at  Pispir, monks came to him for his sympathy and practical advice.  In 356  A.D., Saint Antony  died at the  age of one hundred  and five, but his  place of burial was never revealed by the two  monks, Marcarius and Amatas, who  buried him.   Today, a monastery bearing  the name  of Saint Antony  stands in  the  eastern  desert.  The cave, in which the saint spent most of his life, is located beside  it.  Many monks  live there, and many  people from all walks  of life visit  it  every day.    |